Last Day On Earth

There comes a time in everyone's life when you realize that life is so unpredictable. A few ago this thought came into my mind - What if today was my last day on earth? What if I were to die? Would it make a difference to anybody? Have I touched anyone's life that deeply?
There are so many dreams I have... so many things I want to do... so if I don't get to live my dreams... should I consider my life to be incomplete?
I have had a nice life... its surprising that I am saying that today... usually I always want something more... but I'm looking at life from a different perspective now. I have the most wonderful family - Papa - who pampered me in every way that he could, Ma - who gave me the best of everything... she's the strongest person I've known, Eesh - who fought with me like every kid bro does... and has his own way of showing me that he loves me.
I've had the best friends anyone could ever ask for... and more importantly... we grew up together... but never grew out of each other!
I have had those instances that every girl wants - first crush... first love (and then many more)... the first (and only) guy I asked out (and was turned down by)... people who have taken care of me... people who have let me care for them... everyone person in my life has taught me something... and if I were to die... I will be taking these lessons of life with me!
Yes... I do have dreams... there are many things I still have to do... but if I were to die today... I would die happy... and I will not want the people around me to be sad! I know its every parents nightmare to lose their child... and they will always question - Why her? Why not me? I know every brother/sister is going to think about everytime they fought and wish they had said "I love you" more often... I know every boyfriend will be devastated if he were to lose his girfriend... but life has to go on... and I would have loved him eternally... and losing a friend is probably the worst of all... coz every relationship begins with friendship...
I dont wanna sound too philosophical... but I do believe that death is the celebration of life... and I would want everyone whose life I have touched to celebrate with me!

A little note for the people of my life - there are a few things I would like to say... incase this unpredictable life decides to end for me... I'm sorry for all the pain and hurt I have caused... Thank you for all the memories you have given me - both good and bad - coz they have taught me to appreciate life... and I Love You - I may not say it enough - but I Love You - and always will!