Monday, October 16, 2006

Bangalore City

For those who know me... they know how much I love this place... Spinn... TGIF... basketball... jeweler's street... Bangalore has been home for longer than I can remember!
And those who really know me... they know how apprehansive I am about finally living here!
Can a person feel two totally contrasting emotions at the same time? Can you love and hate the same person? Can you laugh and cry? (no... i'm not talking about khushi ke aasoon!)
I thoroughly enjoy my work... come back home at the end of the day with this satisfaction of finally taking a step towards my dreams... at the same time... every road I travel upon takes me back in time... I am 7 again... and I miss the Bangalore I knew so well... cycling on the empty roads of the Air Force Station at Yelahanka... carefree days with friends who have just disappeared from my life... like almost everything else from that time!
I still am not sure if I can survive the memories... but I am not going back so soon... although i dont believe in myself as much as I did a few years back... I have faith in those who believe in me! I'll be ok!

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